n0 MoRe ZeR0oooooooo...

well.... no more zero ar me... so happy... yesterday really a happy day... finally Mr.Badrul said found my paper... somemore said:"i think u got A"... wakakakaka.... oh yes... i got an A for this mid-sem test... to me no zero and pass is good edi... for now?? i'm super dooper happy ler... wakakakakakaka....

but dunno whether i got chance to feel happy again? my programming is worse now... yesterday VIVA, simply crap ar me... "sinka" alot... ask me 6Qs pula... so unfair... next time i want answer slowly edi... hahahaha...

PTUM finally here... next week... quite worry ar me... i still think that our dance not that good... scared spoil the whole thing.... hope it will be success... so to all my friends, come support me on 5/10 7pm at DTC ya... RM8 per entrance... bought ticket ASAP before it finished. C YA... =)

mY hEaRt iS bRoKeN

my heart is broken...
today during programming lecture
suddenly our lecturer mentioned about our exam results
highest 10...
of cos...
not me

then lowest 10...
unfortunately...
is me
i'm so shock....
i got 0 mark somemore
is kinda impossible
i admit that i'm bad in C++
but not as bad as these...

now...
my heart is bleeding
my heart is broken
i hope he marked my paper wrongly
i really cant believe that

pray pray
let's pray now
i'm neither the lowest 10 nor getting 0 mark
i just want to pass!!!
can i??????

PTUM???

what is PTUM?? it is Pesta Tanglung Universiti Malaya ohh... one of the biggest chinese event in UM... so??? i've joined it... as a PTUM dancer... it was my dream to get a real dance practice. but i'm so tired with it now... no that i hate dance, but juz feel tiring... haiz...

actually really fun sometimes when we dance... can know more people... people from diff colleges n diff faculties... we meet together and dance together... moreover, i can learn some basic dance stuff... from Form5 onwards, i always dance but just learn by myself, modified steps from video clips... ahahaha...

we dance modern dance in PTUM. modern dance but not like those mtv one... why we have to dance? seems like there's ntg related to tanglung festival. but PTUM has organised a 舞台剧 on 5th of October... thats why we need to dance... and of course... they are actors too... and this is the very first time we met together... all dancers n actors... oh ya... during dis one week holiday... 6days of camp... haiz.... tiring...

the first 2days not many people present... so we didnt get to dance much... but the following days... we dance 13hrs per day... is really super tired... now my legs injured every where... whole body pain like hell... cant even walk properly... lucky... our teacher allowed us to have one day break... which is today... if not??? today can i still dance???

but something weird, i felt pain since yesterday morning... but everytime when music is on... everybody can dance... ahahaha... maybe music is a good motivation... but now all i can feel is................ painful n strengthless... dun said dance, walk oso hard... haiz....

hope tmr practice wont end that late... 6pm is stil ok but 10pm is really tiring... hope tmr legs will not be that pain anymore... i really want to dance well... but sometimes 力不从心!! i kno our teacher felt dissapointed of us... but??? i duno ah... haiz................

ok... stop here ah... time for study n do homework... ciaoz...


PTUM dancers!! ^^