心碎

心碎了
要去槟城都酱难
简直是难关重重
解决了一样
另一样又来
一关接一关
一波未平
一波又起
及时才停止？

为什么吉隆坡突然会有暴动
为什么吉隆坡突然变得危险
为什么为什么为什么
是上天给我提示吗？
叫我别去槟城是吗？
难道会有什么劫难？
我只想要个好假期！
探望我的“家人”！
很难吗？
我的愿望好简单啊！

行李都收拾好了
一切准备妥当了
万事俱备
只欠东风

风啊风
你几时才能吹来我身边？
时间一分一秒的过
我真的很想去槟城
也许以后再去也无妨
但这个以后是无底深渊
不懂要等到何年何月何日

我想守住我的若言
我答应他们我会回
我真的希望能够回
谁能帮帮我啊？？

无名诗

软弱的身子
模糊的思想
全身没有力
全身都好痛

我突然病了
好好的假期
疲倦的身体
如此的配搭
真的好不衬

我好想痊愈
不想再生病
我好想去玩
好想去享受
这美好假期

病魔啊病魔
快点离开我
我不喜欢你
离我远去吧

** mY CoNtAcT **

today went to see dentist finally! Erm... Need to do operation to extract my another wisdom tooth. Haiz... Actually i need to remove all wisdom teeth. What to do? Stucture got problem abit. zzz... Perhaps next semester i will be more stupid. Wisdom teeth = inteligent teeth??? *ish ish*

Another news from me... Wahahahaha... After i enter UM, i bought another maxis number! Then i'm using 2 contact number, digi and maxis. But today, i got another celcom sim pack for FREE!! Inside consists of RM5. Well, i dun plan to reload 3 hp for every month. Celcom number just take for fun. But now i'm using 3 handphones at once. Wahahahaha... But... sometimes i think is abit troublesome to bring 3 handphones everytime. Haiz.. What to do? no money to reload my number... zzz... T.T

Next monday extract teeth... *scary*

无聊

每天在家闲着
无聊的假期
吃饱就睡
睡醒又吃
看电视
上网
闷

唉
很显
怎么办
去旅游吗
去逛街吗
但是我没钱
呆在家无聊吧

iS tiMe to pLay ~~

yahooooo~~ finally no more exam!! no more books!!! no more writing notes!!! no more memorizing work!! no more study!!! hehehehehehehe.....

yesterday went sunway lagoon with another 13coursemates! erm... fun?? ok ok lor... i dont really like to play water actually... just accompany people go... wahahahahaha.... but is really expensive ler... i dont think i will go again unless got people pay for me... hehehehe....

yesterday drank swimming pool water... my ear got in water somemore!!! From last night til now, still cant hear clearly... haiz... how to remove the stupid water from my ear ar?? haiz.... sob sob...

what's my next holiday plan? Dunno ler... I still want to go the EYE!! But most of my friends already went, think.... i wont get to go anymore... haiz.... no FATE!!!! =(

But I'm sure that i will go penang and visit my xia xiang family!! maybe will work next month too... Need to earn more money to buy laptop... hehehe... ganbatte ganbatte!! ^^

我是真的真的好爱你

得空没事做，突然。。。


我是真的真的好爱你
爱是什么
爱一个人好难
喜欢一个人也不易
爱有好多好多种
家人之间的爱
朋友之间的爱
情侣之间的爱
好多好多的爱
你都懂吗？
你都拥有吗？

相信在这世上
四周是充满了爱
有时是自己察觉不到
有时是自己选择不要
爱是无所不在的
别再压抑自己
要敢敢去爱
敢爱是种光荣
要永远带着幸福的笑容
爱是无法缺少的

想一想你身边的人
陪你一起吃喝玩乐的
与你共享喜怒哀乐的
分分秒秒 点点滴滴
这都是爱的魔力
若没有了爱
生活是如何？
孤单的生活
你会开心吗？

人生苦短
要懂得被爱
要懂得去爱
不要把爱距以千里之外

您的体贴与关怀
您的鼓励与支持
全都锁进我心里
只想对你说
我都知道
我会珍惜
我是真的真的好爱你

my sky is changing colour

woo... my sky is changing color...
from grey... change to black....
sob sob... so upset....
i nearly fail my mid term exam!!
haiz... will i pass all subjects this semester??
nobody knows!!!
possibilities unlimited!!
good for me??
haiz... so down now...
but still have to study...
life is suffering....
sienzzzzzzz........

sTuDy m0de...

finally... final exam is coming...
soon... i will be in study mode...
prepared time table for study
arranged well but didnt follow @.@
haiz.... still moodless to read ler....
hope my result wont be that terrible!
i hope i can maintain to be a 3-pointer!!
this semester is really tough if compare to last 2 sem
ganbatte ganbatte ganbatte everybody!!!


** yeah yeah... tmr can meet sweetheart ler!!! **

semester 3

finally finish semester 3. No more assignments and tests!!! Now... only left final exams... zzz... really scary... this semester is really alot harder compared to last 2 semesters!! i hope i can still be a 3-pointer!!! really have to ganbatte for this study weeks!! **add-oil add-oil**

For sem3, i didnt join many activities!! Only joined Freshie Day for my college CC and Cybernite of FSKTM. I also dunno why i joined so few.. perhaps is really too busy!!! every week has on9 test!! Need to study always!! haiz... life is suffering!!! no fun!!! really sienz with my study stuff!!!

last 2 weeks really busy with my assignments!! everyday sleep at 4-5am... zzzz... my face is so "chan" now... but yesterday night, i feel so "wu liao" cos no more assignment to do!! haha... maybe i'm used to busy everynight edi.... now really feel sienz.... just now sleep til 12+++. wakakakakaka... so syok!!!

Anyway, this sem, i get to know more coursemates!! Last time, i only be with 10college friends... but this sem, something has changed!! 20+++ coursemates somemore went sunway and eat steamboat!!! wakakaka... i think such activity is good!! Can interact each other better!! Seriously said... i dunno many of them!! Know by face but dunno their names!! hahahahaha.... so cha!!!

i feel myself really have bad memory!! Always cant rmber ppl's name! those that went PD with me, mostly i dunno their names... knew one or two days then forgotten again!! wakaka... no heart ah me!!! even for 10th college juniors, mostly i forgot their names too... everytime also ask what's their names!! but i still cant rmber it... zzzz... nowdays really low profile in college edi!! Dunno why?? @.@

but the most surprise thing that i did is becoming a wakil calon. Wakil for my faculty's calon, Goh!! I really got no heart in election stuff!! Dun like to be involved in politics stuff!! Anyway, i joined because of fren oni... to me, which side is ntg, my fren win then ok la... haha... lucky, he won!! hahaha... congratulations!!!!

the worst thing happened is my wisdom tooth was broken!! haiz... really suffering... pain everyday for 2-3weeks!! Cannot eat well everyday!! ate porridge for 2-3weeks!! now abit phobia to porridge edi!!! Lucky i get to extract my teeth in UH, Dentistry for FOC!! if not, my wallet will be empty for sure!! well... is good to be a dentist u know? extract one teeth cost RM800-RM900!!! really expensive~ thx to Alvin who fetch me go see dentist so many times!!! together ponteng!! haha!! **我的智慧牙拔掉了！！我变笨了吗？？**

Long time didnt blog photos up!! photos bout my PD trips!!! photos bout many many many things!!! sweet memories for my semester 3 journey!!! ^^

@.@

@.@
today viva dead edi...
why why why??
why suddenly program cannot run??
@.@

next week
many people not that busy
but i still have
3assignments
2test!!!
@.@

study break coming!!
really need to study alot this time
i dowan to fail!!!
@.@

grandmother stories... ^^

Phew~~ really long time didn’t blog. Really quite busy for pass few weeks… busy in doing activities, busy in exams, busy in doing tutorials… Back to “no-sleep” life again!!! Hahahahaha… Now… really have lotta thing to blog… like grandmother's stories! haha... erm… where should I start now?

I went to a trip 2weeks ago. It was college’s activity, CC freshie trip!! Well… we went to Port Dickson again. Haiz… I’m really a bit sienz with that place now. But this time, I’m committee of the trip, the feeling is totally different from last year, when I was a junior. Haha… I really old edi lor… upgraded to become senior!! Hehe… ^^

The trip was quite fun. I ate lotta sands and drank lotta dirty sea water. Finally, I thrown by a gang of guys into the sea. I really feel like dying that time… so “senfu”!! I really dunno how to swim… the water there some more so deep!! I cant even stand up properly after that. But… it is still quite fun actually… wakakakakaka… as usual, became dark after I back from PD again!! Took many many photos again!! I found that this year’s juniors are more capable than my year! All of them are enough “SS” and super pro in acting!! @.@

After PD trip, exam week came! Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday… everyday exam!! Really can feel stress and tiring… I didn’t sleep for 40hrs continually. Am I great? Some more went to Klang ate Bak Kut Teh and watch movie during exam week! Haiz… what to do? Got inside “car” edi… cannot choose!! Haha… Hope my result wont be that bad!! If not, final has to work super hard ler… (p/s: Thx KL for bringing us go gai gai oh!!)

Got a bad news too!! I cant graduate in 3years anymore. This is really “sweat” to me!! Why why why? Why the ministry suddenly wants to extend my industry training? Haiz… why it has to start with my batch? I’m “white mouse” again!!! My convocation is sooooooo far from me now!!! I cant see it… where isit???????

The worst thing happened is about my teeth. My wisdom teeth broken. I thought it was just a small case… but I have to do an operation in order to remove the teeth. Now I have to suffer everyday! I cant eat well everyday!! Maybe it is a good opportunity for let me to diet but… I have to spend a lot in doing the operation!! RM400 ler… “tHuNdeR is back to poor life again!!” Sob… Monday I will go see dentist!! Hope I can recover ASAP!! *pray pray*

Today, this weekend, really the most free weekend I got after so long! This week no CCNA test! Wakakaka… so happy!! But happy moment is always short… Monday will start CCNA2. I have to take 3 tests every week again!! Haiz…

Today I went LI workshop! The workshop is really nice… At least I didn’t fall asleep there! But I’m a little disappointed because I didn’t get to go Putrajaya and watch firework!! Well, I watched firework many times! Dunno why? I still hope to go over and see it!! Hope everybody enjoy now!! Will I be able to watch?? This is a good question I guessed!!

Time for homework!!! Tataz..

stress

feel so stress...
so many test...
assignments are calling me...
tutorials are shouting at me...
haiz...
so sienz....

my timetable is so pack...
pack until i got no time to rest...
i want to watch "Harry Potter"...
but i cant find a suitable time til now...

studies are important...
activities are my favourite...
what should i choose?
how can i manage?

haiz....
i dowan question marks around me anymore...
get rid of me...
argghhhh...

*cough day*

sigh... sick again.. really long time didnt cough... haiz... the weather is so hot and i cant drink cold things now... sob... how pity is this?? haiz...

well... so fast class has started for 2 weeks... actually not really start teaching.. more likely is watching drama non-stop only... what to do? nothing to do in hostel... cant on9 for the first week, no activities... no class... everyday so boring... haiz... why lecturer likes to put aeroplane on us so much? haiz...

finally get to know some juniors... actually i dunno their names... perhaps they dunno me too... is too many of them... somemore i got short term memory... very fast forgot... dun blame me oh... this year got many fsktm juniors in 10th college... hehehehe... all kena me tipu to cybernite interview... well... cybernite is really the only activity from my faculty... so is a golden chance for them to join... hahaha...

went to cheong K on wednesday... ponteng to cheong K... zzz... really felt sorry to the lecturer... LOL... well... i know i shudnt did that.. because of cheong K, now i am sick... zzz... but is really fun to cheong K that day... went with seniors and melisa... LOL... their singing... hahaha... funny...

hope i will recover ASAP!! =)

bye bye HOLIDAY!!

let's say BYE BYE to holiday!!
finally back to UM.
back to college
found new roommates.. Melisa & Guey Ping
my new room is K2-2-6
the room is slightly BIGGER
well.. next time must go register room at 7am
hahahaha....
perhaps... there isnt a Next tiMe

the Room is dusty
made me sicky
now so sleepy
but cant sleep ah me

Hope to know juniors ASAP
only 51juniors in my college
girls and guys are even this time
good... everybody got partner then...
hahahaha... ciaoz...

* holiday -- new semester *

Is time to blog again before my holiday ends. Nothing special happened. Finally finish taking the course after 10days. Well… I got 100% for my test… hahahaha… I couldn’t remember how long I didn’t get 100% after I went to secondary school. Honestly, where got so easy to get 100% one? The 100% is because of something actually… oh nonono… I didn’t copy other people’s answer, I really did it myself. But, we actually know the questions before attending the test!! Hehe… ends up whole class also get 80++. Wakakakaka… so happy!!!

After class, left another week before my long long holiday ends! Basically I stayed at home everyday, went out once a while. Haiz… my mum doesn’t like me go out always… really felt sorry to my mihas friends, put aeroplane for them that night!! So have to stay at home everyday. Lucky I got many drama in my pc… can watch drama or anime or play games everyday!! Hehehehe…

Finally I become senior la… hahaha… I will take care of juniors for sure… I will meet them soon… don’t know how are them after haluansiswa?? But I think there will be many “sick cats” again for sure!! Hohohoho…

Prepare prepare and get prepared for my next semester!! Hope it will be a fun and happening semester!! =)

mY holiday

It looks long for the 2nd semester break!! But it seems like i'm not having much free time left!! first thing after exam, rest for few days or perhaps i slept for a long long time!! haha... then i went to work for few days!! knew some new friends!! earned a little money!! and then...... spent it all!!! haiz....

right after that, i went to penang "xia xiang" with UM friends!! back after 3 weeks plus... then rest at home again!! now i'm dark... sobz...

today finally went out with friends!! met darling, yee ching and shu yee who worked with me at padini last time... went 1u eat eat and watch movie!! it feels GOOD!! hehehe...

tomorrow... i'm going to study... well... i took a microsoft sql course from 21/6 til 1/7. The course will be held everyday from 9am - 5pm. This is a pretty long course... Hope it wont be that boring!! Anyway, it is a good chance for me to learn!!!

after course, it will be another week left before holidays end!! what am i suppose to do?? meet friends and go for cheong K i think... wakakakaka... tataz...

槟城下乡

我终于回来啦。。去了槟城大约3个星期！在那儿认识了很多新朋友！原来um有很多我不认识的人。。哈哈哈！！也好啦。。大家同属一间大学，应该要联谊联谊一下的。。。

这次到槟城去是为了下乡！什么是下乡耶？下乡是一项服务计划！我参加了马大滨州学生会第十八届乡区学习服务计划！听起来还蛮棒的吧！我是在5月19日去槟城的。其实我已迟去了几天，要不然真的在那儿呆了整一个月了。我可是第一次离开家里这么久，也是首次去槟城，那儿的食物可真多！去到哪里都有美味的食物，害我越吃越多，长胖了！唉。。。

下乡一共分为几个组别，我是教育补导组(TP2)的！那就负责教导小朋友咯！给他们补习，和他们一起玩乐等等！在营中，TP2可说是最得空的，经常吃喝玩乐！看来其他人都很羡慕我们吧！！哈哈！！

在下乡开始以前共有3个营，我只去了工作营和集训营！工作营时，我们都住在一间bungalow里，是一间Rumah Tetamu M.P.P.P. ，里面也还蛮大的！有3见大房，可惜的是没有足够的床！我只好在地板上睡咯！幸亏有带sleeping bag，但还是睡得很辛苦，腰骨很痛！在工作营里，我们都忙着准备下乡所需的东西！有的忙着做backdrop，有的忙着练舞，戏剧等等的事务！

虽然很忙碌，但大家还是会一起坐下来玩“杀手”游戏！这个游戏令我明白了一个道理，人是不可相信的!就算是你最要好的朋友，也不能相信！也许可以说，人类是很会说骗话的吧!那我也当然是其中一位咯，只是功力可能比较差而已！哈哈！

在工作营后，大家都有一天的假期！我便去了嘉丽家住！谢谢您收留我哦！芷婧和嘉丽带我，元廷和弈秀去了一些地方玩！有沙滩，极乐峙及shopping centre!哈哈！谢谢你们哦！

到了集训营，我们没有这么忙了！只是忙着彩排，排练，还有玩乐！我们这次住在一所小学里，卿田华小!这里最不方便的是冲凉咯！冲得很辛苦！！唉。。在这个集训营里，我们没有那么常玩“杀手”了！但我们多玩了另一样东西，一些有关观察力的游戏！我在这方面就比较差咯！时常都猜不对！但每当知道了答案，都会觉得自己好傻哦！

到了31日，我们终于向Balik Pulau出发咯！我们这次的下乡活动是在Balik Pulau!就这样，我们开始了真正的下乡之旅，那时的我，还很紧张，不懂谁会领养我，又不懂他们会不会说华语！我是个福建话白痴啊！幸亏领养我的那家人都会说华语！虽然只有我一个人去到李家，但我生活得很开心哦！他们一共有5个人，爸爸，妈妈，婆婆和一对儿女！他们还让我自己睡在一间大房里，此时此刻的我，看见有一张酱好睡的床，真是开心不已，终于不必睡地板了！哈哈！

我们在那儿办了许多活动，有第一天的联谊晚会，过后有开幕典礼，生活营，文娱晚会，营火会，闭幕典礼等等。。我们TP2负责教育较多，所以时常接触小朋友们！告诉你们哦！那里的小朋友真的非常好动！他们好像都不会累，也许是我们这些大学生都已老了，有时真的有点体力不支！但和他们在一起真的很高兴！心境好像回去童年咯！不知道下次我们回去时，他们还会记得我吗？希望会咯！

9天的下乡之旅，一眨眼就过去了！我们在那儿多逗留了一天，我们出海咯！从没坐过sampan的我，这次既然坐着它到海边去玩，爽极了！真的可以感受到一望无际的海，地球果然是圆的！哈哈哈！可惜，那里的海有水母哦！有好多人中招耶！幸亏我没有，但是我却擦伤了脚！不过还是很爽！到了晚上，我们全部人连同领养家庭一起吃火锅！大鱼大虾竟在眼前，不要羡慕哦！那里是渔村嘛！吃完后，大家还一直到台上去唱歌！记得第一天时，请都没人愿去唱，但那天晚上，大家疯了似的，拼命的Syok Sendiri(SS)！！哈哈。。

在这里，我非常感谢我的领养家庭！虽然我们相处的时间并不多，但你们的热情与关怀，我真的感受到了！我会想念你们的，我一定会回来探望你们！嘉仪妹妹，不要哭哦！这次的离别，不会为我们之间的缘分画上休止符的！

除此之外，我也很感谢和我一起合作的朋友们！谢谢和我跳舞的，唱歌的，演戏的，一起当司仪的朋友！这次的下乡真的很棒，唱歌，跳舞，戏剧，司仪，每样都有我份，是个很好的经验！当然也少不了所有TP2组员，大家一起努力奋斗了一段时间！TP2 is The BEST!!哈哈哈哈！

现在的我，已回到家中，继续我的假期！这次的旅程，真的会在我心里留下一个美好的回忆！可惜的是，我还是听不懂福建话！只会听一到十!不过，也算是种进步啦！希望我们所有下乡的筹委还有机会聚在一起，一起玩“杀手”！！下乡！！再见咯！！

mihas 2007

here goes finish my part-time job... wat is my job? i dun really know what it calls actually... work in helping for registration of MIHAS 2007. When people came to the exhibition, ask them to fill up a form, then register for them... well... is quite simple only.. ^^

there are 3 kind of post for it, usher, assistant and typist. I'm the typist for Hall 2 at first, for first 2 days, then out of sudden, transfer me to hall 4 on the 3rd day!! haiz... quite upset for it at first, but actually is ok with it after that, everybody is friendly... ^^

but the job in hall 4 is really boring... frm typist change to form counting person... really faint after seeing all those form... all i can say is there are many people in this world who cant write nicely... they are many people with super terrible handwritting... >.<

after all, i think i cant judge one's age from one's outlook. hahaha... my supervisors all are so young!! younger than me... well... if ask me to guess, i think i will definitely guess wrongly... wakakaka... maybe is the dressing problem.. wearing balzer to work... first time i did that... am i look smart in it? hehe... ^^

now just waiting for my penang trip, dance not yet start choreograph!! haiz... tmr must work hard edi... ganbatte for myself... =)

** photo session **

is time to WORK

Long time never work, today went for briefing a while... stand for a while... legs are super tired... haiz... really old edi... luckily i'm typist for this part time job! hehe... no need to stand cos i can sit... wakakaka...

i'll be working tmr onwards at KLCC convention centre with xiau sing n his sister. Work as a receptionist for 5 days... first time join this kind of job, hope it will be wonderful... well.. really have to pray and hope that i didnt key in wrong data and lost any forms!! if not, cannot go home ler... sob...

hApPy WoRkiNg dAy!! ^^

BoRinG HoLidAy

what a boring holiday...
Dunno what to write?
Dunno where to start?
Everyday staying at home...
Facing computer again and again.
hahaha...
well... it is quite enjoy sometimes.

Never mind...
next week I'm going to work
just a Part-time job
to earn some money
to gain some experiences

Then then then
i will be going to Penang on 19th
Go there have fun
Go there teacher kids study
hahaha...
out of sudden...
i'm so kind-hearted!!

Hope everybody has a nice holiday
Anyone going for trip?
buy me BIG BIG souvenir wor...
wakakaka...
ciaoz...
**EnJoY**