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Haiz... dunno why? This time I really worried about my exam… never know that this final exam is just 50% of overall till few days ago… really shock!! At first, I thought if now I study properly, more hardworking, I might be able to score for my very first semester exam in UM. But 50% already flied off… sigh~~

Is my fault that never check for the marks properly… is my fault because I joined too many activities until I dun have time to study!! Now I’m like a person who has nothing to do, went to a bookshop, grab a book and buy it, then go home and read the book. Oh yes, I’m like the person from 0% start study… sigh~~ but I only left so little time… will I be able to finish everything??

Last time I did that always… but somehow those subjects are those that I learnt since young. Now? Computer stuff is like a stranger to me… haiz… I’m very worried especially for 1109 n 1110… I really did badly for these 2 subjects during mid-term test!! I dun think I did well for assignments too… means my 50% is already gone… and for now… after I study, I felt so lost!! Sigh~~ who is free to teach me ahhhhhh???

Let’s hope I score math n TITAS!! Haha… TITAS is the first paper but I not yet read a single line. Well… I will spend my next coming week for TITAS only… lets pray I can get good results… at least be a 3-pointer… I must GAMBADE!!

Ok… is time back to study mode!!

exam heat

i can feel exam heat.. lol... exam is coming soon... very soon... and today... finally i started to pick my book up and study!! i think i nvr study at all after mid-sem break... well... i choose to start with maths first... hahaha... currently maths still easiest ler... maybe is because of we learnt maths since we are small... but i still met some prob with my maths... my limit isn't good since form 5... now... worse....

the pass year paper isnt easy i can say.. there are qs that i do not understand at all... sigh~~ who can help me to solve the qs ar??? die wei... maths oso dunno ar me... how bout other subjects?? really dun dare to think further... haiz...

well... dun blog too much here... back to study mode... i must... is a must u know?? i must be a 3-pointer at least... if not, i'll cry for a day i guess.... ciaoz........

decision

sometimes decision is hard to make... time really passed fast... very fast... i already studied in UM for a semester... so fast... exam is coming... and i'm still very blur of my study... results of my mid-sem test are terrible... ntg i can blame except for myself... dun really study for test... haiz... is my time management problem i guess... too busy til no time to study at all... last time, i do every single homework... but now?? keep copying fren's answer... i am soooooooooooo BAD!!

for next semester... shud i stay in college or back home and stay??? remain at college might interrupt my studies... funny right?? but it is a fact... i'm too 38... keep joining all sorts of activities... til no time to sleep... how to study without a proper slept?? always sleep in class, never listen to any lecture... aiz... i'm left behind now... so many subjects that i dunno... how ar???

if i shift back home to stay, i can concentrate in studies... i can save lotta money... can use computer to do homework... got nice food to eat and others... but if i choose to stay at home, i cant take part in any activities anymore. My mum will kill me if i go back UM everynight for activities... so my life will be bored... everyday go uni and back and study... can i live like that??

really hard to decide sometimes... stay in college will have lotta fun... everyday gossip here and there... sometimes i might kena zhat.. but it's still quite fun i can say... and i can learn independent more... since young, i always stay at home... be guai guai lui... hahaha... never try to stay outside myself... dunno what is campus life?? but now... there's a chance for me to try!!

both decisions have it's pros n cons... if i choose to stay in college, i must manage my time properly... somebody have to stop me from joining too many activities... but the fees of college is high and i dun have computer to do my work... haiz... if i choose to stay at home, i can save money, can use computer to do my work and concentrate in my studies. but at the same time, i'll lost all the fun and cant gain any experiences from activities. many people said i shud decide according to my heart.........

listen listen listen... whenever i decide to stay at home... my heart is bleeding... it's like going to cry... really sad... but when i choose to remain in college, i'll be super happy... college got many friends! friends are super important to me... really!! without friends, will i be in UM? hahaha... i think i got the answer!!! =)

马大灯笼节 (PTUM)

phew~~ 一年一度的马大灯笼节终于圆满结束了！！ 好高兴哦！！ 辛苦了三个月！！ 终于为这场辛苦的准备画上了一个美丽的休止符！！

刚开始时， 不太懂什么是PTUM??一时好奇，就跑去interview，是特地下山的哦！！ 其实，我一直都很想参加一些大型的华人活动！！ 可能是因为中学没机会吧！想搞也不行！ 所以来到了大学， 就什么也参加！ 搞到很忙！唉。。。但也算值得！！

舞蹈嘛？其实我不是很行的。一直都没跳舞直到中五！！那时的我只是跟着video clips学习！一点基础都没！！ 但也蛮爱跳的！！只要跟音乐有关，我都热爱它！！ 去到PTUM，我最想的也是舞蹈！想学点基础哦！！ 刚开始时，真的很苦哦！streching是我最槽的啦！！ 到现在也是很差！ 唉。。。只怪自己没练习哦！！还好我也成功学完3 只舞蹈！！ 应该为我的partner造成不少麻烦！也为老师增添烦恼了！哈哈！不好意识哦！！

一路走来。。 真是甜酸苦辣样样具备！甜 -- [ 能认识许多来自不同宿舍的朋友, 也能学舞！] 酸 -- [ 看到朋友因受伤而不能跳！心都酸了！] 苦 -- [ 手脚都伤了！！] 辣 -- [ 被老师骂！ ]。 所以说参加PTUM也为人生增添了一些人生经验啊。。。

回到文艺晚会当天吧！！ 那天我们9点就开始彩排了！！ 或是说我们整个星期都在彩排！ 想到彩排，就想起秀玲！！ 她不小心从台上跌下。。还撞到头！ 真的很担心！ 还好她没事！ 但也因此而无法在灯笼节演出！很可惜！到了傍晚， 忽然间天同又不懂为什么突然晕倒！！ 那时的我，真的很担心！ 为什么我的组这么不祥！ 一瞬间，大家一起哭了起来！真的感到很伤心无助！ 幸好他最终没事！大家还是一起演出！只有秀玲。。 唉。。。

谈完悲事，说会喜事。。。 我们当天也还蛮成功的。。。 我们是病毒VS 700！！ 很多人都说我们很恐怖！！ 哈哈。。 看我们的妆就可怕了啦。。 我不太爱那个妆其实。。。 另一组好多了。。。 但也只能说身不由己！我们的服装都是DIY的。。 很特别哦！！ 应该也蛮美吧！！ 演出完毕后还不停的拍照呢！！ 这是种习惯吧！！ 哈哈。。

这个舞台剧是诉说未来的。。 地球毁灭后人类会被送去另一个星球。。。 但人类的情欲系统也被消除！！从此也当奴隶！过后由于机缘巧合，一个叫3071 的人被送回到过去，回到了地球即将毁灭的时刻！！ 他也因此过了一个不同的人生。。。学到了中秋的意义， 懂得团圆！！这个故事当中有着喜怒哀乐！ 但结局不太完美！！ 身为舞蹈员的我，也得培养伤感的感情来跳。。。不懂大家是否感受到吗？

好了。。。 就此结束！！ 不懂明年是否会参加？ 但今年的PTUM永远都会留在我的脑海里！！ 照片也会永存不丢！！ =)


准备咯...




我们是病毒VS 700！！




bye bye PTUM!! ^^




圆满结束了！！ ^^

PTCC 10th college

we "10th college CC" held a pesta tanglung event on 22nd of september. is pretty early i know. but ntg we can do... hari raya is coming... we must held this event before puasa... anyway... we did it successfully....

well... i'm the program director for this event... i started prepare stuff b4 the 1week holiday... decided to have taraditional dance, "hua yue", sketch, eating mooncake competition, band and hip-hop dance. really never sleep well few days b4 PTCC. everyday teman them practice... go for meeting... do rehearsal and stuff... each night oni left 3-5hrs of sleep... really tired ah... that time of me... really worry bout the performance... this is the very first PTCC leh... we just legalised... scared might spoilt it...

really faced lotta problems like rehearsal time... costume... technical problem like lighting, PA system and others... but all this thing are settled b4 the night of PTCC... really good... when i saw them standing on the stage performing... doing their great job... really felt touched ah me... very happy and had a successful feeling... hahahaha... really have to thank everybody in my program department... and never forget bout the technical biro too... helped me do lotta stuff... thanks alot ya... =)

after PTCC night ended, we everybody hold a tanglung and started walk down to DTC there... i dunno how long i never take tanglung and walk... perhaps few yrs gua... feeling like time turns back to childhood moments... ahahaha... again.... crazy in taking photos... this is a sign of UM people gua... ahahahaha...

let's take a look at the photos ba....


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